Diabolical

Sunset

2012-01-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

The world begins to turn red
The sunlight begins to fade
Who knows how many times I'll see it again?
This sad colour

- Hibara Ai -

Because I miss you so

2011-12-27T13:23:00.002+08:00

Twenty-Fifth of December

2011-12-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

Your hollowed eyes darkened,
a pitch deeper than the blackest night,
sunken with remorse over what could have been
and what have became,
lined with despair,
a cold blank stare
gazing out over the empty horizon.

- DTM -

Steve Jobs [1955 - 2011]

2011-10-05T23:59:00.004+08:00

Apple has lost a visionary and creative genius, and the world has lost an amazing human being. Those of us who have been fortunate enough to know and work with Steve have lost a dear friend and an inspiring mentor. Steve leaves behind a company that only he could have built, and his spirit will forever be the foundation of Apple.

- http://www.apple.com/stevejobs/ -

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Here's to the Crazy Ones. The misfits.
The rebels. The trouble-makers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules,
and they have no respect for the status-quo.
You can quote them,
disagree with them,
glorify, or vilify them.
About the only thing you can't do,
is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They push the human race forward.
And while some may see them as the crazy ones,
we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough
to think they can change the world -
are the ones who do

- Apple - Steve Jobs -

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2011-08-08T22:46:00.001+08:00

The sun never rise
The moon never set
Tides remain high
Cities swept under
Crack the earth in two
The land asunder,
Beyond the highest mountain
Over the edge,
And over again.

- DTM -

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Love is a thrill, shock, suspense.

- DC -

2011-03-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

The rasped voice of thunder,
The cold eyes of stone.
Why such a sad tune?
On this bright and sunny day.

- DTM -

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2011-01-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

May the world itself be my empire,
The vast lands my kingdom,
The soaring moutains my resolve.
Let the barren wastelands be my regrets,
And in the desolate graveyards lie my enemies.

- DTM -

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Like dragons they fly,
glory upon wings.
Like dragons they savage,
fearsome pretty things.

- Dragon Age -

2010-11-21T02:54:00.004+08:00

Confidence is a virtue,
and blessed are those who possesses.
Cursed are those who don't,
and while most will look in envy,
some move to create their own.
And those rare few will reign
with as much of a chance as the naturals.

- DTM -

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Lord of the Darkness and Four Worlds,
I beseech thy fragments;
by all of the power thou possesseth,
grant the heavens' wrath to my hand;
unleash the sword of dark,
freezing nothingness;
by our power, our combined might,
let us walk as one along the path of destruction
Laguna Blade

- Slayers -

2010-10-20T13:39:00.002+08:00

Careful what you do,
'Cause God is watching your every move.
Hold my hand in the dark street,
For if you do I know that I’ll be safe.
Even if I’m far away and alone,
I can be sure that you’ll find me there.
This I know.
You draw me close for a while,
So quiet, you tell me everything.
If I forget what you say,
Then you’d come to me and tell me again,
Yes, you’d tell me once again.
But what happens when I know it all,
Then what should I do after that?
What then?

- Misa - DeathNote -

Yesterday & Tomorrow

2010-09-30T15:35:00.006+08:00

Things change, people change, some for the worse,
pray there are enough leftover for the better.
And we all hope the scales of balance would tilt in our favor.

- DTM -

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The mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom
And his language shall be clear
Blessed is he who suffers temptation
Since he, with striving, shall receive the crown of life
Lord, fire divine, have mercy.

- Elfen Lied - Lilium -

FX

2010-09-20T12:55:00.008+08:00

~~Because, like all the fools that came before me, i believe i can beat the beast, that i can beat emotions, that mine is suppressed enough to see order in chaos.~~
Because, like all the fools who came before me,
we think we are unique, that we are protected.
We were fools.
Fools with a dream, a dream to be free.
From morality, mortality, humanity.
Just one more,
in a world of fools who think us all different.
War is on the street of broken dreams,
and there will be blood.

- DTM -

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Solace

2010-09-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

Strangely, i miss our days on the run,
back when we were our only solace,
back when our emotions run free and unrestrained,
back when our purpose was one,
and when we would go any lengths to achieve.
When the tears have fallen, and the skies broken,
would we still be, as we'd had before.

- DTM -

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To the abused and enslaved
of the Red Queen's court.
All of you, stand up and fight!
Rise up against the Bloody Red Queen!

-Alice in Wonderland-

Means to an End

2010-08-30T21:04:00.001+08:00

Nothing is simple in the world we live in,
where we say one thing only to do another.
Our motives are never true
and deceit is just a means to an end.

- DTM -

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The collapsing of breaths
That break into murmured sobs.
Stolen white tees that smell of a memory.
Draped,worn in pain that linger past time healed.
The wind blows,
The silence calls
What does the sign read.
Where do i go from here.
Strength that clawed the nails thin.
Instability my only friend.
Insanity my only solace.
Pills my only remedy.
My mind the only tragedy.

- Fiona Xie -

Last of Nine

2010-08-12T10:05:00.004+08:00

Thinking of you drives me crazy,
and that is the only thought
keeping me sane,
in this last stretch of paradoxical waters.

- DTM -

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O Lord, mask of flesh and bone, all creation, flutter of wings, ye who bears the name of man, truth and temperance, upon this sinless wall of dreams unleash but slightly
the wrath of your claws.

- Bleach - Kido -

Eighth of Nine

2010-07-04T12:00:00.004+08:00

Day of judgement is upon us.
From this day on there will be,
No one to guide you
No one to lead you
No one to hold your hand.
To rise above the heavens
or fall into the sinking abyss,
most just flatline into a meaningless boring.
A fork down the road,
which will be the path you take?
For we are all equal, except for the choices we make.

- DTM -

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~~If i were the rain, could i connect with someone's heart? As the rain can unite, the eternally separated Earth and Sky.~~

If I were the rain, that binds together the earth and the sky, whom in all eternity will never mingle, would I be able to bind two hearts together?

- Bleach -

Sixth of Nine

2010-05-11T19:37:00.005+08:00

Know the story about the boy who cried wolf?
Break your word one too many,
the villagers will stop coming.
Loud as you are,
No one will rescue,
No one will hear you scream.
As the wolves rip your throat into shreds,
Crimson rain will befall a moonlit grave,
Wherein lies forever,
Unmoved by the days to come.

- DTM -

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Those who criticize our generation
forget who raised it.

- R -

Third of Nine

2010-02-12T23:59:00.004+08:00

Our lives are over, each passing day,
with a monotony so startling
Time itself seems to bend.
Punctured with little abnormalities
that get people out in red cone hats
or giving red packets of cash,
wishing each other a happy tomorrow
when they themselves do not live for today.

- DTM -

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They will remember us. For this. Because out of our vast array of nightmares, this is the one we choose for ourselves. We go foward like a breath exhaled from the earth. With vigor in our hearts and only one goal in sight: We. Will. Kill him

- Captain Price -

First of Nine

2009-11-30T21:35:00.004+08:00

Play your cards right,
and luck becomes a constant.
Order is discovered in a seemingly chaotic pattern.
Go against it, it becomes a double edge sword,
razor sharp at both ends.
As much as likely
to imaple you as it is your opponent.

Angelic

2009-11-28T23:29:00.008+08:00

She is said to be the most beautiful,
magnificent,
most astounding angel
in all levels of heaven and hell.
The mere mention of her prowess strikes fear
in the hearts of many, if not all.
And to date, none has escaped from her clutches,
it seems none will ever be able to.
She is,
the Angel of Death.

Who is counting

2009-09-01T16:07:00.011+08:00

In this world of billions and trillions, we, the masses, are so stuck up on the dollars and the cents, so much that we are blinded to the things that matter, to do the things that don't. And the only way we rationalize our unjustifiable actions, is to mock those who do otherwise, until such time when which we come to envy, their new found prowess. But by then they had sailed already, into the grey sky morning.

Drugged

2009-08-31T23:06:00.008+08:00

Like it has been said, life, so like a pack
of newly opened cigarettes.
Lavished when newly opened, right down
until the very last stick
Which then is treasured and cherished,
Pass the very last drag,
Right down to the point where it burns,
singeing the fingertips,
Leaving no choice but to let go,
of that one last cig.

There's a plan, to make all of this right.

2009-07-03T20:49:00.001+08:00

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year.

Your still in bed at 10 and work began at 8
You burned your breakfast so far, things are going great.
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these.
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees. And,

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)

In the end, we're all the same.

2009-06-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

"Stand by your glasses steady and drink to your comrade's eyes. Here's a toast to the dead already. And hurrah for the next to die!"
- Bagwell, Theodore -

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We meet 'neath the sounding rafter,
And the walls all around are bare;
As they shout back our peals of laughter
It seems that the dead are there.
Then stand to your glasses, steady!
We drink in our comrades eyes:
One cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies!

Not here are the goblets glowing,
Not here is the vintage sweet;
'Tis cold as our hearts are growing,
And dark as the doom we meet.
But stand to your glasses, steady!
And soon shall our pulses rise:
A cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies!

There's many a hand that's shaking,
And many a cheek that's sunk;
But soon, though our hearts are breaking,
They'll burn with the wine we've drunk.
Then stand to your glasses, steady!
'Tis here the revival lies:
Quaff a cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies.

Time was when we laughed at others;
We thought we were wiser then;
Ha! Ha! Let them think of their mothers,
Who hope to see them again.
No! stand to your glasses, steady!
The thoughtless is here the wise:
One cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies!

Not a sigh for the lot that darkles,
Not a tear for the friends that sink-,
We'll fall, 'midst the wine-cup's sparkles,
As mute as the wine we drink.
Come, stand to your glasses, steadyl!
'Tis this that the respite buys:
A cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies!

There's a mist on the glass congealing,
'Tis the hurricane's sultry breath;
And thus does the warmth of feeling
Turn ice in the grasp of Death.
But stand to your glasses, steady!
For a moment the vapor flies:
Quaff a cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies!

Who dreads to the dust returning?
Who shrinks from the sable shore,
Where the high and haughty yearning
Of the soul can sting no more?
No, stand to your glasses, steady!
The world is a world of lies:
A cup to the dead already-
And hurrah for the next that dies!

Cut off from the land that bore us,
Betrayed by the land we find,
When the brightest have gone before us,
And the dullest are most behind-
Stand, stand to your glasses, steady!
'Tis all we have left to prize:
One cup to the dead already-
Hurrah for the next that dies!

-ralyS-

2009-03-07T18:24:00.003+08:00

,nepo sdaeh rieht pir nac i hsiw i woH
...su htorhteb yeht gnireffus eht lla meht esuac
.erom emos neht dna
.enon evresed yeht rof owt ni sluos rieht raet oT
.syaw hsifles nwo ruo ni sretsnom tub lla era ew roF
-Sylar, Gabriel-

Our moto

2008-12-19T22:27:00.001+08:00

With pride we lead
Got food we eat
Got training we report sick
SISPEC - School of Chaogeng Specialise

Out of Darkness

2008-09-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

Listen to my voice calling you
Calling you out of darkness
Hear the devils cry of sin
Always turn your back on him

With the wind you go and still
I dream of your spirit leading you back home
I will give my gifts to you
While you're gone and watching on

The light in your eyes
An angel of dark
Lighting to ease the shadows' sight
Hearts will grow, the heavens will play
Leaving behind the things in the end

A fortnight away

2008-09-13T01:21:00.008+08:00

I'm going on a journey,
across the ocean,
In search of a sacred ~~turban~~
Wish me luck,
and free the birds for me.
For in the immortalized words
of Richard Gere's tour guide,
"More birds, More luck!"

And now, the lyrics of a famous song:
My ~~Bonnie~~Turban Lies Over the Ocean
Written By: ~~Unknown~~D-TM
My turban lies over the ocean
My turban lies over the sea
My turban lies over the ocean
Oh bring back my turban to me
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Bring back, bring back
Bring back my turban to me, to me
Bring back, bring back
Oh bring back my turban to me!

Almighty heavens above, grant me the strength to pull through this obstacle, the power to excel, and the might of a warrior.

2008-06-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

It has been said that in the end of all things,
we would find a new beginning.
But as the shadow once again
crawls across our world,
and the stench of terror drifts upon a bitter wind.
The people pray for strength and guidance,
they should pray for the mercy of a swift death,
for I have seen what the darkness hides.

-Bleach-

2008-04-30T20:01:00.002+08:00

I've known solitude
I know the solitude of one who has been locked away
I know happiness
The happiness felt when your friends come to your rescue
And I know the terror of those very friends getting injured and being defeated

Lines from the First

2008-03-11T23:19:00.001+08:00

O Mortals!
What is Love
That binds beyond life on earth?

To all corners
in a pair we fly
Braving summer
and winter by and by

Union is bliss;
parting is woe!
Agony is boundless
for a lovelorn soul!

Sweetheart,
give me word ...
Trail of clouds
drifting forward ...

Amid mountains
capped with snow
Whither shall
my lonesome
shadow go?

Forgive me

2008-01-08T18:12:00.000+08:00

Flawlessly elegant you always were
Always there, always a great friend
Real pity it is, that fate had to frown upon us
Eventually it would end, inevitable as I should have seen it so
What could have been a great destiny faltered, fading away into nothingness
Every second it pains me so
l didn't want it to be this way
l never wanted it to end.

Farewell, goodbyes are always hard,
and i hated everyone of them.
Forgive me.

Italian Job

2008-01-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

"How are you today?"
"Oh I'm fine,
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Freak-out
Insecure
Neurotic
Emotional
*
just fine."

Tensa Zangetsu

2008-01-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

That which blocks your ears is worthless fear
That which clouds your eyes are but naive dreams.
Retreat and you will age,
Hesitate and you will die.
Solidify your resolve
Bring down the sword of darkness upon those unworthy foes who stands in your path.
Let Zangetsu slice the throats of those lumbering fools who dare call themselves your equal!

The river that once was clear, turn crimson, and now black.
Thick with the blood of your foes and yet...
Half of that gushing liquid comes from you alone.
For with every drop of blood Zangetsu draws,
A drop will be bled from your soul.
Soon you will be trapped,
Engulf by a mad thirst to fill the void that which your blood has left.
Zangetsu will not rest till none is your equal
and no foes are left to slay.
Eventually you will drown in the rushing river of blood black as the night itself,
And the void that which you sought so hard to fill will finally be no more.

Merry Christmas!

2007-12-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

Jingle bells Santa smells 50 miles away He lost his pants In the middle of France and found them in Bombay..Hey!!

4.7.11.2007

2007-11-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

A very happy birthday to you.

The day you stood still

2007-10-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

How do we control something so unfathomable to the human mind?
Its' very dimensions beyond our comprehension.
How do we stop that which is an everlasting constant?
Inching past second by second.
If only we can get ahold of it.
If we can only stop it in its' tracks.
Many wound applaude.
Yet many still would scream in fear and yell unholiness.
Hah, so much for Newton's thrid law,
it does seem more political then scientific.
What in the world would it take to stop you,
the secret of immortality that is Time.

Diabolical Reflections

2007-09-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

What should i do,
When reflections no longer tell the truth?
When what stares back are but lies and deceit.
What should i do,
When both sides of the coin are shown at once?
When neither make sense of what the other says.
What should i do,
Now my sense of direction is gone?
Tell me..
Where are you now..

Lucrece

2007-09-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

What win I, if I gain the thing I seek?
A dream, a breath, a froth of fleeting joy.
Who buys a minute's mirth to wail a week?
Or sells eternity to get a toy?
For one sweet grape who will the vine destroy?
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A rip off from shakespeare..hah pardon me inspirations are hard to come by.

A picture that comes to mind

2007-08-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

When the veil of darkness unfolds and your blindness is lifted, what will you see but a vast field of emptiness stretching beyond the horizon. A lone figure in the midst looking back.. "I'll be waiting"..

I Knew You Well

2007-08-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

I knew your dreams
Because we used to talk
For hours at a time.

I knew your friendship
Because you were always there
When I needed your comfort.

I knew your pain
Because you trusted me enough
To share your past with me.

I knew your fears
Because you helped me
To see that mine were the same.

I knew what was important to you
Because you were always
So honest with me.

I knew your goals
Because I felt the enthusiasm
In your words when you talked of them.

I knew your guidance
Because you patiently explained
The things I didn't understand.

I knew your heart
Because I saw right into it
And felt it a part of my own.

I knew your honor
Because you let me go
When I fell in love with you.

And I knew your love
Because you wouldn't let me dream
of us together.

New Shirt!

2007-08-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

Shirt size kinda small.. but i dont care cuz it's cool =D

Secret

2007-08-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

Secret
In a love that truely transcends time and space, Jay's directorial debut tugs hard on your heartstrings. Peppered with 'Jay humor' all around, the movie will leave you laughing and crying at his will while all the time guessing who, and what, is the girl. Jay breaks away from conventional love stories to bring you an original, heart wrenching storyline. A truely must watch movie.

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Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys
*
Follow the notes upon your life's journey,
Upon the first sight of your one true destiny,
Try not to let the voyage end
A close only lies within hasty choice.

*On a side note; why are nice shirts always made one size too small :'(

不可知的未來

2007-08-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

*
每一種決定都像肝腸寸斷
每一種選擇都是心有不甘
過了今晚你要開始學著勇敢
不可知的未來你要自己承擔
*
每一種選擇都是心有不甘
为何之前的错择都同时出沒
未來是由我们创造
我期望之后的未來,
一部分是属于陪伴着你的回忆

Treasure hunters of the forbidden trove

2007-07-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

Have you ever played a game that has changed the way you live in ways you never though possible? Some might scorn at this idea. Afterall, how can a mere computer game change your life? *Unless of course you're a hopeless computer addict*

Underneath the kiddish exterior of MapleStory lies a battle of two worlds. On one end lies the guardians of the treasure trove, people sworn to protect the wealth of knowledge lying just out of reach of ordinary humans. On the other, the treasure hunters. Born enemies of the guardians, they constantly seek ways and means to overcome their powerful opponent.

Many have tried. Some even tasted a precious few seconds of success. Only a handful have truly bested their foes. What awaits that handful was nothing short of glorious; The ability to emulate power in ways never before seen.

What about you? Do you have what it takes to climb to the top? Join the ranks - Treasure hunters; The hackers of MapleStory.

Just You and Me

2007-07-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

Its' only been a week,
yet it feels a month.
I miss you by my side,
my hold is beginning to slide.
A lone howl in the far distance,
like a jarring note in a familiar song.
The night is cold,
and our time so short.
We'll dance together, even if it's only a dream,
Just You and Me.

Diabolical..

2007-07-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

$4.44 left in EZ-Link card... diabolical omen..

Clash of two

2007-07-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

(Like it or not, we all have our own godsent battles. Well.. here's one of mine straight from the long forgotten past.)

They were like two predators, each wanting to tear at the other's throat.
One called out to the other, his voice powerful and heard miles away.
They charged, the clash of two.

A heighten sense of things, adrenaline ebbing away every emotion save for hate and rage.
The blows raining down were strangely numb, and he held on the other's throat in a deathgrip.

Suddenly the pinned kicked out, they broke free
One raising before the other.
He ran, and he held his ground. Both battered and worn.
The clash of two.

Reminisce of the past

2007-07-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

That feeling of ecstasy when you're happily chatting with the one of your dreams,
Those who have never felt it will never know it,
And those who have would recognize it in an instant.
Maybe I'm just envious, heh who wouldn't be.
Am i just reminiscing the past?
I miss that feeling so..
And i wonder how our paths will cross once again
And if the resultant spark would be enough,
to ignite a little something.

Truth

2007-07-15T12:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the truth stares us in the face,
and yet we turn away.
Is it in human nature that
we are blind to the things we do not wish to believe?
Or is it just me,
who chooses not to adhere to reality?

Byul

2007-07-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

Courtesy of byul :
(English translation of a korean song)

The wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars' reassure tired me,
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me.

Don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep.

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk,
though my tears blur my vision,
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get.

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is shining so bright,
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
*stop being so sad*..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug.

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk, though my tears blur my vision,
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get.

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever..

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever..

Study break

2007-06-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

Such an uneventful holiday .. well yeah it's suppose to be a study break and not a holiday but hey, what's the difference right? Heh .. realized i need to do quite a few things soon thu.

. Study for upcoming test
. Get a tan
. Haircut
. Catch up with old friends
. And a couple other things

My past, my present, my future.

2007-06-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

To a certain someone,
Sorry..
That the closure was so so bad,
That it couldnt have been,
That it ended so soon.
We were young then,
Naive.. Curious..
That would've been my excuse,
Its not half good,
Believe me i know,
But i too am at a loss for words.

To another certain someone,
Thanks..
For being there for me,
For all the joys,
For all the laughters.
You take my pain,
You take my sorrows.
In an instant they would all be gone,
And for that i am grateful,
To have you..
As a confide,
As a friend,
As a really great buddy.
And for that,
That one special place would forever be yours.

To yet another certain someone,
You have goals,
You have dreams,
You live big,
You were the spark that brought about
Change, inspiration, confidence that once never were.
Visualize your dreams,
And soon you will soar.

.

2007-06-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Buddy 好朋友一场不会那么不给面子吧.. =\

Stage Four

2007-06-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

Mission accomplish.
Duration : 1 Month, 2 Days.

Stage Three

2007-05-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

Stage two's failure may have actually been a blessing in disguise. A minor flaw was found, it has since been fixed.
New intel has also been found, and it brings us one step closer to success.

Stage Two

2007-05-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

Stage two was an utter failure. It's impossible.. my logic was perfect.. could it be the mark has moved its position? Forget it, there's always the next time.

The beginnings

2007-05-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

The bait is taken, the poison in. All that we need to do now is wait.. but the wait is getting too long, I'm getting impatient.. a catalyst is needed.

Deepest, Darkest

2007-05-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

I keep the pain of a broken soul, wounds that just won't heal ... and no one knows, not even you ...those arent just a random string of words, yet how can i divulge its true meaning when it runs so close in my inner circle?
Time heals all wounds, or so they say... yet it seems to me that the saying only applies to lesser wounds. As for the deeper ones, time just buries it under layers and layers of itself. On the surface it would seem as if all is well, yet deep down there's a gaping hole. You can't see it, you can't feel it, but you know that there it will stay... dormant... forever..

Final Fantasy Advent Children

2007-04-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

Cloud and Tifa have come together to forge what is possibly the strongest bond the Final Fantasy series has turned out. It is not an obnoxious case of puppy love, nor are they simply comrades in arms. They are best friends -- more than friends -- who work together in most everything they do. Even when they have come to a time of relative peace, they live together, they run their businesses with one another's help, and they have come to raise two children. Throughout each crisis -- big and small -- Cloud and Tifa really are a family; despite what he may insist, they're each there for one another when it counts. Whether these familiar affections translate to romance is not explicitly stated, but the love they have for each other -- however it is to be interpreted -- is undeniable.

Light or Darkness, Darkness or Light

2007-04-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Would you rather be in the light where everything is illuminated, or in the darkness where nothing is shown and you are hidden? In the light all is shown, all your flaws, all you mistakes, all your remorse. To truely enjoy light you would have to be perfect. Though it is what i strife to be, I'm far from it. Till then, darkness will be my solace.

Diablo,
Devil'sAdvocate

M.U.W

2007-04-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

I love you, you love someone else & someone else loves me.
Gee what a messed up world we live in =\

SunBeam

2007-03-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of an era, SunBeam's era. SunBeam ranked among the best hackers the world has ever known, such a pity to see you go. On behalf of everyone in CE forums, farewell~!

(SunBeam)
1999 - 13 Mar 2007

Haunted School

2007-03-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today is so~ not my day >.<" We start today with a little bout of crappy news, followed by an uncalled for serving of spilled drink, and then a spectacular finishing of bangladeshi painted manhole cover ending in two freaking bruised knees >.<"
Arh well at least i had fun watching the movie haunted school.. thanks for your time guys~!

:(

2007-03-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

Gee what a rotten week...

Mexxis

2007-03-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

Nancy nancy we met on my thrice visit to Mexxis Salon. Back then we were still strangers but you cut me a beautiful head of hair and since then i never had another hairdresser. Sadly your skills have lately deteriorated. I absolutely loath a short hair lenght and yet each time the end results gets shorter and shorter, wilder and wilder. I've had it..so in the words of Donald Trump, You're Fired.
Time to look for a new salon ~

P.S. Quit smoking.. it aint that fun anyway.

It deosn't mttaer

2007-02-08T07:33:00.000+08:00

It deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

NoTitle

2007-01-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

Three days to exam and i havent even started studying ~ i'm so dead T.T ... Aint that fun? =D

LastDayOfHols T.T

2007-01-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is only the first day of school and i am already starting to feel sick of it. A half dozen number of projects, each more tedious then the last, and all due in a week. To think five minutes ago i was still playing MarvelSuperHeros and PuzzleFighter2 =P hey, what better way to handle stress than to forget it all ;)
Class starts at 10am tomorrow, and if the past is something to count on, I'll say only a quarter of the class will be there on time and at the end of the lesson only half the class will be present =P Arh well, wish me luck on arriving early for my lessons during this new term ~ cuz i'm sure to need it >.<"
Gd nite! =D

Happy New Year.

2007-01-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year, 新年快乐, Gong hay fat choi, Qian huan wo lai =D

MerryChristmas

2006-12-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

Santa Claus, fact or fiction. For many years he has been thought to be a story told to us by our parents to get us in the mood of christmas. Now, track santa live as he travels around the globe

-> SantaIsForRealOMG
As Christmas draws to a close, he can be heard all over the world saying : Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night~!

O, and here is a nice tree btw =P

Birthday boy

2006-12-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

Daniel's birthday today~ havent even bought gift yet =X waited till last minute >.<" Woke up at 8am(havent done that in a long time mind you), went to J8 and had a look at the stuff they sell at 77th street and omg they had this braclet thing on sale ->

Nice XD
Tay Ping Hui wore one such braclet in a show titled The Reunion, a very nice very old show ~ brings back memories =P
Anyway i got that one for myself =P And got Daniel a hand accessory, a chain with a bar thing, another braclet thing i suppose o.O
Later on we went kbox and seoul garden~ sheesh, i left my house with sixty bucks and came back with two >.<"!

MsnLive

2006-12-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

Msn live is out and the build of the msn live i have is 8.0.0812.00
For those of you with this same build, well i am going to post a little on how to achieve a msn live with the unlimited nudge feature.

How are we gonna achieve that? By editing the assembler code in msnmsgr.exe, we will be able to change the way msn works. Assembler code is made up of functions such as add, dec, mov, cmp and quite a few others. Each function is represented by a hexidecimal number. A line of code made up of these functions can be represented as 89 86 dc 02 00 00, and is also known as an array of bytes.

To attain unlimited nudge, all we need to do is to change the arrays
89 86 DC 02 00 00 to C7 86 DC 02 00 00. And 89 86 E0 02 00 00 to C7 86 E0 02 00 00.
How do we change those two arrays though.. well thats for you to find out isnt it? ;)

Ppl

2006-12-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Have you guys ever hang out with some people whos ego is so damn big they cant see squat in front of them? Well i know a few people who fits that description so aptly that there is no better way to describe them. Letz talk skills, for instance ~ soccer. What you might call your forte, and what i might call a gay game(All you soccer freaks who cant take the sound of soccer being called gay, well go cry on your posters of some black guy with his jaws ajar as a ball bounce off his head). You say you have improved, and your skills now on par with the best in this arena. You compare yourself with me, saying how far ahead you are. Well let me tell you this, wake..the..fuck..up. Don't even start on how good you are if you cant even shoot the bloody ball straight. Don't even talk about how far you are ahead of me when i can easily get the ball from under your legs. And thats saying something considering i aint even interested in soccer.
~ Thats enough for today.. Q n A time

Q. Am i piss off?
A. No, that will be so typical of most kids on the streets these days, what with their video games, pampered life and kiddy mindset. I am but stating my thoughts, nothing more~

Q. Who am i talking about?
A. Well now how to answer this..
- If you think this is about you.. well maybe it is maybe it isnt, what am i suppose to do? Pad your head and comfort you? You have only yourself to blame for being paranoid.
- If you think this isnt about you.. well then thats a sure sign of an egoistic person isnt it?

OrchardRoad

2006-12-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

The festive season is here again, and its drawing all sorts of weird crowd to places like orchard road. Who is the person worthy enough to top this Hall-Of-Weird? We have a winner right here ->
Welcome to Singapore Mr. Red Indian~ !!

Also, Hongjie has just got himself a mohawk hair cut for 28bucks and now he wants to wear a beanie to hide his hair because he says it looks like a bird nest >.<" You're so wasting your 28bucks if you wear that beanie >.<"

Listening to Mark Lee's -Ba Qian Huan Gei Wo Ba- now =P Ciao, goodnight and byebye~!

AutoIt

2006-12-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since I last used the computer scripting language AutoIt~ Decided to pick it up again since the school break is just around the corner.
Newest project -> Atheia ("\(o.0)/") ~ named after a kingdom in the comic book 'Bone'

A program with the ability to remotely take over another computer(which must have the receiver that comes with Atheia),well some parts of the computer anyway -.- ..., via TCP/IP.

Drawbacks include the possibility of connection problems over the internet due to routers on the client side(requires port forwarding to fix, a knowledge of which i do not possess).
Second drawback would be that the program is only half finish because... well.. i aint done with it yet >.<"

心里在想什麼?

2006-12-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

我不会给你钱，因为我没有。
不要轻信你听到的每件事，不要花光你的所有，不要想睡多久就睡多久。
无论何时说“我爱你”，请真心实意。
无论何时说“对不起”，请看着对方的眼睛。
相信一见钟情。
永远不要忽视别人的梦想。
深情热烈地爱，也许你会受伤，但这是使人生完整的唯一方法。
当别人问你不想回答的问题时，笑着说“你为什么想知道？”
相信上帝，但是别忘了锁门。
记住：最好的关系存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求之上。
回头看看你发誓取得的目标，然后评判你到底有多成功。
无论是烹调还是爱情，都用百分之百的负责态度对待，但是不要期求太多的回报。　　

LongLongNoPostLe

2006-12-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

Had a presentation a few days ago and it went sorta ok... Hardly felt a thing when its my turn to present~ Just talking to a group of people who is hardly even listening~ Gotta add more life into this speech thing thu if I want more marks from the lecturer >.< Forgot where i go the days after that presentation so lets fast forward to yesterday =P Kbox ("\(o.0)/")! Sore throat still go kbox T.T
Whats the best song we found in that place? - Its a hybrid between Guang Liang's Yue Ting and Mark Lee's Ba Qian Huan Gei Wo Ba ~ Yue ni ba qian huan get wo! XD by Andy, Hj & Brad XD. Got home around 10 - 11pm and was sick of facing the computer, comics would be a better choice =P Read abit of the thousand page long comic title :- Bone ("\(o.0)/").. before going to sleep.

Woke up at 9am today, surprisingly early considering its a weekend... Went to orchard, met up with Andy and Hongjie first then daniel and his girlfriend and finally samuel the captain of SCDF >.<, then go walk here walk there and walk somemore >.< 1st Wheelock place, then far east and finally CineLeisure... Tired ar >.< Wanna sleep =P Nitez0r!

To :

2006-12-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

To, someone i knew all so long ago,
You were always there when i needed you most,
Together we shared both joyful and sad memories.
A day without word from you felt so queer,
A day without your laughter felt so sad.

Don't ask me why,
The time has passed us by.
Someone else moved in, from far away.
Now those days are gone,
And you don't ask,
The time of day.

Try as i might,
None could even come close to filling
That gapping void you left in my heart.
But you and I,
Our time will never fade.
But guess who'll cry,
Come first of may.

To, someone i knew in sec 2,
All the best whereever you are headed in life~
Brad.

Dec le...

2006-12-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

Vivo is big >.< One floor can walk half an hour.. Pity all they sell is shirt, shirts, and more shirts~ They have a dinky arcade too.. mostly age old games, and a very cramp pool/billiard area. Today whole day walk here walk there so now dunno write what sai~ went plaza singapura eat,went plaza singapura play arcade, and went back home sleep =P Nite~

h33g

2006-11-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hey there~ hong(andy for those who don't know) seemed to have developed an irritating habit of quoting everything i wrote here on this site. So.. what say we dedicate this post just for him =D His pocket billiard skills to be more specific, since we went to play pool today along with hongjie.

Sad to say, i lost the 1st round against him T.T Heh what can i say... bad luck? Maybe, maybe not~ You cant win them all. The subsequent rounds however more then made up for the first, downing the 8-ball when hong still has around seven more to go was particularly amusing. His reaction though, was even more so. 'I wan a rematch' he said, 'sway lar ..'. Well, all right letz have another round then~ and ten minutes later, hong was quiet when we left the place, aint that nice~ XD

yum~

2006-11-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hey~ yesterday we when to swissotel merchant court to celebrate grandma's birthday. The celebrations was suppose to be held in december but was brought forth since the price will skyrocket around christmas time.The buffet dinner they serve there is good, better than i had expected it to be actually (it had better be >.< $39.50 per person aint cheap ya know o.O)

Aye~fast forward to today...OMG I am BrOkE~! Just spent 89.90 on a pair of converse shoes. The design of the shoe is really unique~ gotta post a pic of it someday XD
After buying the shoes I met up with hongjie and andy and we went to play lan for a bit...sheesh .. really aint nothing much to do in bugis junction anymore T.T

OMG feng yun 2 is out! Every Monday to Wednesday 10.30pm on channel 8 O.O! SuPeR nice show =D a definate must watch ;)

Thats it for today~ Nite guys

rainy day

2006-11-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm decided to go orchard today(25 Nov) so went to jio Hongjie, Andy & Daniel. Was suppose to meet Andy on the bus to orchard but the rain was darn heavy so i decided to pangseh him and took the mrt instead. Then suay suay tio one mrt which is sot sot de... The announcement system on the train was slower by one stop o.O

First to reach orchard o.O .. dunno where to go T.T Walked out of the mrt station and i saw a huge sign showing 'WISMA ATRIA' i was like : OOOoooo so this is where wisma atria is >.< i never notice it was beside the mrt before o.O
Went in there to walk walk n later met up with Andy and Daniel.. Hongjie pangseh us again(typical of him >.<) to go taka to buy some gift.

Went to find Hongjie at taka's kino bookstore and found him eyeing a comic with a scantily clad character on the cover page =D We then decided on playing pool at paradiz~(*Far* T.T)
Daniel shot in the most 8-ball in the pool match~ thu he also lost the most as all the 8-balls went in at the wrong time =D

Was suppose to get a haircut at bishan today but the shop was closed when we finally got there >.< so we had dinner, head off home, wrote this crap o.O, and head off to bed =D NiTe~!

007

2006-11-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

Maths paper above expections =D whee~ XD slack time~
Alamak one of my course kena warning letter le T.T From now on cannot skip friday's morning class le T.T

Watched casino royale today with two other friends at Bishan junction 8~ Daniel Craig is a pretty weird choice for the role of 007 James Bond. For one, he's blonde.. - No other 007 agent has been blonde before o.O Next up, his eyes are a creepy blue >.< sheesh dude are they contact lens? o.O Overall Daniel Craig just lacks that Bond look we are all so familar with.

However, Daniel Craig's acting does deserve some credit. While lacking in agility during the freerunning scene, he more than makes up for it with his crisp deep voice, his way with the girls and his poker face durning that high stakes game.

Final verdict on the movie? Not exactly a movie blockbuster, but its still worth your money.

P.S. Saw many people from peirce(2004) today o.O Met Crystal n Diana while waiting for ZhiEr n JinFu. Crystal graduated le O.o dunno what is she gonna be doing now thu~ And Diana is studying in NYP.
After the movie we ran into Huili(4e2 de) o.O She's shorter from what i remember of her .. weird o.O

...

2006-11-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

Finally had over six hours of sleep :) Woke up great this morning~! Got back another of my test papers today, woots three down one to go. :D People always say to save the best for last, maths is the toughest most challenging paper of the four I'm taking, best left to be the last paper to be given out least i suffer a heart attack from the marks i get i suppose..

Got home today and i found some pretty interesting audio about the 'F' word. Here's 1 of them :- f-word

Have fun listening ~ =P

ZZZzzz

2006-11-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

Sheesh.. super sleepy today.. was a miracle i even woke up in time for class. Three hours of sleep just aint enough anymore i suppose. Anyway~ i made up for the lack of sleep in class =D.

When i woke up the lecturer was giving back our mid-sem test results, woots~! leet scores =D that was followed by a break and then the handing back of another set of test papers...leet scores once again :P sheesh.. i havent seen those kinda scores for awhile.. where did you guys go huh >.<>.<>.<~! Theres an interesting project which i have to hand in tomorrow, a movie review of a movie of which i did not watch(Hey, i blame it on laziness, lack of time and what not) and OMG i have not even started >.<~!

Which brings me to my next train of thoughts.... what the heck am i doing writing this crap when i have a 300words essay to write on a movie of which i have not seen~! Gtg bye~!

o.O

2006-11-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm first post... what to say... how did i end up posting my private life in a public domain for all to see T.T

P.s. ~ Like the background guys?